Whispering in my ears, ever since I was a little kid
Telling not to open up with anyone
Pushing its way in, Devil's always been here
You could only see it from the inside
It's not the evil it brings
it's the loneliness I drown into
Constantly weighing me down
I am trying my best to get up today and for the rest of my life
Days I sink holding on to the ones I fly
Maybe I'm trying too hard
Maybe I'll get better, I am feeling better to finally say this
I just want to get it of my chest
Choking on my own words every time I threw them up
I'm tired of neverending thoughts
Guess I'm putting myself back together piece by piece
Though changes are in plain sight
I feel I'm still that stubborn kid
Listening to Bloc Party after school
Waiting on glorious things to come