Get out of bed. take out my brain.
shave my face and cut a vein
but ties a noose. it stops the blood
but gets the ????
don't talk to me. turn straight ahead.
T-G-I-F wish I was dead
we give it knees. soft in the mind
if they can stand. to pass the time
an open door. see my chance
but I turn my back again
behind my desk my pen is stuck
inside my ears. a ticking clock
behind my eyes. another world
and there it goes
a sudden flash. ??????? light
a single thought. rush through my mind
a drop of blood and I'm alive
a sudden chill runs down my spine
down my hand to touch it all
and I missed my chance again
I missed my chance again
I should do that again
*Solo
behind my desk my pen is stuck
inside my head a ticking clock
behind my mind an empty chair
beneath my eyes there's nothing there
a ????? flash. a ???????????
single thought rush through my mind
there's no way out without a smile
turn straight ahead into my time