I don’t know what I want from you
But I’m not getting it
I’m upset with myself
I just want to leave for a few days
And come back all okay just to cause concern
But I don’t want to hurt you
At least I understand this feeling
And where it came from
I care so much
But it might be too much
You say we’re not as close
As we used to be
What the fuck do you mean
I try my damn hardest to be your rock
Because what else can I do
When you’re not feeling like you
I want to tell you that I’m hurting
But what if it hurts you too
Quit being so indifferent
While I suffer
Stop letting me suffer
I care so much
But it might be too much
Yet you say were not as close as we used to be
What the fuck do you mean
What the fuck does this situation mean
Please comfort me
Please talk to me
Please don’t leave
Please don’t leave and blame the reason
We’re getting farther and farther away on me
I fear your life is harder than mine
But I know you at least try
And I’m trying too
But do I even know you?