As the morning begins I begin to pack my things
I get my knickers in a twist and I wish and I wish for a short back and sides and a shirt and a tie
So I can fit in, put some wind in my sails but I just can't breathe
Too young to feel this old and old enough know the weight I'm carrying
Obsessed restless mind
I wish I knew the right way to fill out my time
but I let the alcohol flow and I put on a show but you know
I'm trying, so hard x3
I'm trying, soooooooo
Nothing else left to do, retreat into a fighting stance
and I dance and I dance and I dance in these dead girls shoes
I can feel these troubled soles pulling me to the floor
And they just want more with so much to lose
Hope went and died a hearse by his side, two gold coins in his eyes
Obsessed restless mind
I wish I knew the right way to fill out my time
but I let the alcohol flow and I put on a show but you know
I'm trying, so hard x4
I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so hard
I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so
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