Will it ever be okay, will it ever just be over
Having moments off course in the eye of the storm
that I've mistaken for a change in weather
Trying to get better
Ooh ooh ooh ooh, this boat is sinking and my head is overthinking everything
Ooh ooh ooh ooh, the shore is fading with the darkness overtaking
Will I ever see the day where I can think about the future
Without the fear inside of how I'm gonna die like my uncle or that famous actor
Cause I'm tired of bein' afraid, and I'm tired of being tired
And if suicide is how I'm supposed to die well then I better get to living faster
But I'm hoping I'll do better
Ooh ooh ooh ooh, don't want to say it but it's something I've been thinking 'bout at night
Ooh ooh ooh ooh, why plan a future when you're not sure if you're gonna be alive
Ooh ooh ooh ooh, this boat is sinking and my head is overthinking everything
Ooh ooh ooh ooh, the shore is fading with the darkness overtaking and I sing (??)
Ooh ooh ooh ooh, don't want to say it but it's something I've been thinking 'bout at night
Ooh ooh ooh ooh, why plan a future when you're not sure if you're gonna be alive
Why plan a future when you're not sure if you're gonna be alive