It's hard to cope
With the weather around
here I either choke
Or drown in the cold sea
A match I had thrown
Just to kill the apathy
Went out of control
And now I never escape it
Destructive habits
Fill more space
Than my head can fit
I'm helpless
I'm letting myself down again
I'm burning but I'm too scared
to change Will I die like that
candle You forgot on your
nightstand Burn to the bottom
Just waiting for this to
I use the sweet taste on
my lips It contends
With the emptiness I
feel But I can't pretend
That when you go through
the flames You don't get
lost in the smoke If
every fire needs oxygen
I could choke myself
under my pillow
I'm letting myself down again
I'm burning but I'm too scared
to change Will I die like that
candle You forgot on your
nightstand Burn to the bottom
Just waiting for this to
I'm choking
I'm drowning
It's empty
But I'm finding
That the burning
Is calming
The heat that
Surrounds me
I'm choking
I'm drowning
It's empty
But I'm finding
That the burning
Is calming
The heat that
Surrounds me
I'm letting myself down again
I'm burning but I'm too scared
to change Will I die like that
candle You forgot on your
nightstand Burn to the bottom
Just waiting for this to
I'm letting myself down again
I'm burning but I'm too scared
to change Will I die like that
candle You forgot on your
nightstand Burn to the bottom
Just waiting for this to end