Today my past has come alive to eat
All of the guts that I use to just keep my feet
Moving left and right as my legs shake like trees
Oh how I curse the heavens for not taken me
(God damn)
This whole mess that’s me
(I don't trust myself)
I’m in way too deep
And every night I erase the day
With the strongest drinks they’ll give to me
And I awake much to my dismay
To find that I’m still staring at the same ceiling
I just wish once that I could get this right
And have the angels from the south take me at night
(God damn)
This whole mess that’s me
(I don't trust myself)
I’m in way too deep
And every night I erase the day
With the strongest drinks they’ll give to me
And all I have is meaningless
And all I found is nothingness
In this self loathing sickness
And all I have is meaningless
And all I found is nothingness
In this self loathing sickness
(God damn)
This whole mess that’s me
(I don't trust myself)
I’m in way too deep
And every night I erase the day
With the strongest drinks they’ll give to me
And all I have is meaningless
And all I found is nothingness