Here comes the deafening silence
I can hear every clock ticking
Wondering if you're even sincere
First a few seconds then a minute
Now, I'm staring at the ceiling
Wondering if it's something you hear
I think you're stuck inside a moment
Where you're looking for a meaning
And everybody's been there
Everybody has that feeling
Feels like I'm standing in the middle of the road
Feels like I'm standing in the middle
And an eighteen-wheeler washed over me
I--I--I have nothing to say--y--y
So if you're gonna go--o--o
I think I'm gonna stay
Stay
Stay
And now I'm pacing in the corner saying, "Go"
I know you're feeling shocked
Because you thought I would press
For you to change, to reconsider
But I've already been dealing
With knowing we have nothing left
You didn't even get to see me broken in a million pieces
See me on my knees saying Hail Mary's that this ceases
Feels like I'm standing in the middle of the road
Feels like I'm standing in the middle
And an eighteen wheeler washed over me
I--I--I have nothing to say--y--y
So if you're gonna go--o--o
I think I'm gonna stay
Stay
Stay
I remember when your eyes gave up
I remember the second of your mind's full turnaround
When you realized if I left you, you have nowhere to go
I did my best to make it not that way
Did my best to lift you up, but you always find a workaround
You're such a coward, it's a cycle and I think that you know
I'm prepared for the emotional violence
Yeah, I've already been gearing
Up for you to find someone who just doesn't mind dealing
With all of your lazy lies
Here comes the deafening silence
I can hear every heart beating
Except for fucking yours and now I'm stuck here
And I'm feeling like I'm standing in the middle of the road
Feels like I'm standing in the middle
And an eighteen wheeler washed over me
I--I--I have nothing to say--y--y
So if you're gonna go--o--o
I think I'm gonna stay
I have nothing to say--y--y
So if you're gonna go--o--o
I think I'm gonna stay
Stay
Stay
Stay