Holes in my walls from pulling out thumbtacks
I hate everything I loved six months back
Please don’t look at me, I’m sick and so sad
I can breathe as long as you don’t know that
You don’t really ask how I am so it’s easy
I don’t really care if you don’t want to see me
Honestly I’m finding your face hard to look at
I don’t wanna try ‘cause I’m tired of the pushback
Things can feel exactly right and go bad
I need to remember, need to know that
I can’t move I’m so scared to be shown it
Again and again
I don’t have any friends from when I was a kid and I’m so glad
I haven’t seen anybody I’ve known for a long time
In a long time
In a long time
Seen anybody I’ve known for a long time
In a long time
In a long time
I haven’t seen anybody I’ve known for a long time
In a long time
In a long time
Seen anybody I’ve known for a long time
In a long time
In a long time
Seen anybody I’ve known for a long time
In a long time
In a long time
Seen anybody I’ve known for a long time
In a long time
In a long time
Seen anybody I’ve known for a long time
In a long time
In a long time
Seen anybody I’ve known for a long time
In a long time
I'll never see me through your eyes again
It hurts too much
I'll never see me through your eyes again
It hurts too much
