I feel this darkness creep like thunder
Its rolling straight into my spine
I feel temptation pull me under
My gold has lost all of its shine
I try so hard to stay together
When everythings falling apart
I said that Id stay gold forever
It seems that Ive misplaced my heart
Save me from myself, hold me down
Lock me away, don't let me out
Tie up my wrists and have me shot
Please save yourselves, so help me God
verse 2
I once was pushed when I was younger
I gashed my knee, and I loved the pain
(Oh how I loved to feel the pain)
And suddenly I had the hunger
to rise up And make him feel the same
(I think thats when I went insane)
I pushed him back but I pushed harder
I watched him slam into the ground
(I watched him slam into the ground)
One day i'll die but Im no martyr
And I fear that hell is where I'm bound
Save me from myself, hold me down
Lock me away, dont let me out
Tie up my wrists and have me shot
Please save yourselves, so help me God
so help me God
Bridge
This gunshot will drown out the noise in my head
But these bloodstains won't cover the shame in my bed
And I can't think about it Cause I don't have the time
Cause either way I'll lose my mind
Save me from myself, hold me down
Lock me away, dont let me out
Tie up my wrists and have me shot
Please save yourselves, so help me God
Save me from myself, hold me down
Lock me away, don't let me out
Tie up my wrists and have me shot
Please save yourselves, so help me God