It's been so long since I've been by myself
and I need this more than, you will ever know.
I scream into the wind and then laugh
as the words slap me in face.
It's been so long since I've stood on my two feet,
I'd really rather lay here and pretend.
I stand on a building and throw up my arms to the sky,
"That it's not always best to understand the reasons why "