That clock on the wall
It's mocking me 'cause I'm restless
It's 3am I'm overthinkin' again
Feeling helpless
I'm sinking in quicksand
They don't understand
Why my heavy eyes won't close
Wish I could rest my mind
Wish I could close my eyes
Wish I could stop my wheels from spinning
But I'm here wide awake
Looking in the mirror trying to shake
This damn cold feeling
That flies my mind miles away
I'm here everyday
Tryna derail this freight train
This heart beating feeling
That keeps my eyes from seein' straight
Seein' straight
These floating notions
Overflowing oceans of my mind
I'm strutting, I'm going
Locking and loading
Flying blind
Lashing out
Is not my sounds
I'm losing sight of my identity
It's drink or drown
It's throw another one down
To poison my minds enemies
But I'm here wide awake
Looking in the mirror trying to shake
This damn cold feeling
That flies my mind miles away
I'm here everyday
Tryna derail this freight train
This heart beating feeling
That keeps my eyes from seein' straight
Seein' straight
Ohhhh, I'm overdrinking and thinking
On to living and wishing
I could find somewhere to rest my mind
I was fighting surviving
All the tears I ain't crying
Telling myself all these li-ies
I'm here wide awake
Looking in the mirror trying to shake
This damn cold feeling
That flies my mind miles away
I'm here everyday
Tryna derail this freight train
This heart beating feeling
That keeps my eyes from seein' straight
I'm here wide awake
Looking in the mirror trying to shake
This damn cold feeling
That flies my mind miles away
I'm here everyday
Tryna derail this freight train
This heart beating feeling
That keeps my eyes from seein' straight