I spent a week in a house with stained floors and sheets
I'm pretty sure I wasn't alone
The walls electric with the humming of ghosts
What can I say?
I'm addicted to this pain
I moved around near rivers
With bodies that were never found
I shouldn't have stayed
But you relied on the money I paid
What can I say?
All that I want is for you to feel good
Rather suffer through it than to tell you the truth
I lost my mind more than a year ago
But you'll never know never know never know
But you'll never know never know never know
What can I say?
I wish everyone else acted this way
Don't pitch a fit my actions are
always your benefit and I aim to please
Even when I'm crying behind the scenes
And I'm addicted to this pain
I'm addicted to this pain
I'm addicted to this pain
I'm addicted to this
All that I want is for you to feel good
Rather suffer through it than to tell you the truth
I lost my mind more than a year ago
But you'll never know never know never know
But you'll never know never know never know
But you'll never know never know never know
But you'll never know never know never know