Walking outside labyrinthian over
Cracks along under the trees
I know this town grounded in a compass
Cardinal landed in the dogwood
I keep going over it and over and over
My steps iterate my shame
How come every outcome's such a comedown
Lately afternoon with the shades drawn down
I kept saying i just wanted to see you
Saying what's wrong with that
Needles shaking out lines in a compass
Every outcome's such a comedown
I knew it when i saw it
So i did just what i wanted
So i go through with this
I knew happiness when i saw it
Saw your boyfriend at the port authority
Sorta fucked up place
Well so i adverted my stride on a quick one
Just coming back from going over your place huh
I feel like we could forget about it
I feel like a mellow out
I don't feel undone in a big way
There's nothing really bad to be upset about
So when i thought i was getting better
I woke up on the ground
And appointment or disappointment
Step back going on the come down
As if i needed a reminder
Oh i do only what i wanna
So i go through with this
I knew happiness when i saw it
Walking out in the nighttime springtime
Needling my way home
I saw leah on the bus a few months ago
I saw some old friends at her funeral
My steps keep splitting my grief through
These solipsistic moods
I should call my parents when i think of them
Should tell my friends when i love them
Maybe i should have gone out a bit more
When you guys are still in town
I got too caught up in my own shit
How every outcome's such a comedown
And i knew it when i saw it
Oh i did just what i wanted
So i go through with this
I knew happiness when i saw it