Lyrics of
Not The First

It all started
when I saw you glow
Feelings came fast
spinning out of
control Wish you
were here Wish the
feelings would
show How would
you know you know
A freak kid picked
last for the team
Out of his league
but a boy can still
dream Turns out
she wasn't as turned
off as it seemed
Now they're a
team a team
Where did you go
I wanna know
Are you back for
good Maybe all along
I treated you like I
should And you could
help me pick up the
pieces if you would
I won't forget the
first day that we
met I hadn't even
hit rock bottom yet
Walked towards the
light going faster
each step Until I
just slept I slept
Then in a dream
you came back to me
And in the morning
I could no longer
see That's my dilemma
that's my sick
fantasy You're here
with me with me
Where did you go
I wanna know
Are you back for
good Maybe all along
I treated you like I
should And you could
help me pick up the
pieces if you would
Oh and this is not
the first night
Staying up and
trying to word
everything right
Do you know it's
like to have someone
steal your heart away'
And oh I know I've
said it all before
Now I'm the idiot
standing at your front
door With my hands
in my pockets just
trying to steal
your heart away
I've looked everywhere
I've looked everywhere
I've looked everywhere
Where did you go
I wanna know
Are you back for
good Maybe all along
I treated you like I
should And you could
help me pick up the
pieces if you would