She's cutting out the bruises,
Forgetting her excuses for being here again
with a suitcase packed and waiting by the door.
In her head, convinced herself she hasn't lost enough to quit.
But tonight she lays here thinking,
"What if I just left
In the middle of the night
Back to California
And never look back?"
She'll fantasize about it
every single day but she can't find it
in her heart to run away,
and no one's listening.
With Northern Massachusetts,
on his knees to stay, he's begging,
"Please, oh baby please, I can explain.
It won't happen again."
He's putting out the fires
and he's making her believe
he's really changed this time;
But it's obvious it's just another lie, lapse and relapse.
And again she lays beside him thinking,
"I'll pretend in the middle of the night,
my eyes are closed, I'm sleeping,
But I won't come back."
She'll fantasize about it
every single day but she can't find it
in her heart to run away,
And no one's listening.
With Northern Massachusetts,
On his knees to stay, he's begging,
"Please, oh baby please, I can explain.
It won't happen again It won't happen again"
How long can this last?
The final straw was the hospital.
At least she told herself that.
But she just can't find the strength to end it.
"I just left in the middle of the night,
Back to California,
And never look back "
She'll fantasize about it
every single day but she can't find it
in her heart to run away,
And no one's listening.
With Northern Massachusetts,
On his knees to stay, he's begging,
"Please, oh baby please, I can explain.
It won't happen again"
She'll fantasize about it
every single day but she can't find it
in her heart to run away, (to run away )
And no one's listening.
With Northern Massachusetts,
On his knees to stay, he's begging,
"Please, oh baby please, I can explain.
It won't happen again"