I'm gonna clean the house, I'm gonna fix the fence
In my final hours, I'm gonna tie up these loose ends
I won't leave a note, for anyone to find
Tomorrow they'll know, what I've done here tonight
The drastic steps I've taken
Are just an act of desperation
I knew no one would miss me so what the hell
I fought, I lied, I drank too much
Hurt everyone I've ever touched
And just how much I hurt you is hard to tell
This is not some cry for help
It's goodbye I wish you well
Because I love you, I'm gonna kill myself
Now who is that, in my easy chair
Now wait a minute, that's the old me sittin' there
And I thank God, the devil in me died
Cause I stand before you now a man changed and alive
The drastic steps I've taken
Are just an act of desperation
I knew no one would miss me so what the hell
I fought, I lied, I drank too much
Hurt everyone I've ever touched
And just how much I hurt you is hard to tell
This is not some cry for help
It's goodbye I wish you well
Because I love you, I had to kill myself
I'm gonna clean the house, I'm gonna fix the fence
In my final hours, I'm gonna tie up these loose ends