Lyrics I'm Not Okay

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better of this way
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay
What will take to show it's not life it seems? (I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what they mean (I'm not okay)
So be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!
I'm not okay