I have to block out thoughts of you
so i dont lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach
leaving babies in my head
Dropping little reels of tape
to remind me i'm alone
Playing movies in my head
that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride
a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all i want for you
will you never call again
And will you never say that you love me
Just to put it in my face
Will you never try to reach me
it is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tommorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
V.2
I'm sober now for three whole months
it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart
is the one thing I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you
for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars with myself
You were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions
on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself
when it was way to hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away
That I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart
to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tommorrow
Hate me for all the things I didnt do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
Bridge
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
I'm kicking shadows in the street for every mistake
that i have made
Like a baby boy I never was a man
Till i saw your blue eyes cry and i held your face
in my hand
And i found i'm yelling make it go away
Just make it stop and let it shine
Just like it used to be
Then she whispered how can you do this to me
Chorus
Hate me today
Hate me tommorrow
Hate me for all the things
I didnt do for you
Yeah Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you
"this is totally correct. its just like the radio