My life as it is has no meaning where I'm headed or the things I believe in Aching inside but nobody cares surrounded by emptiness I just cant bare Pre Chorus But if I could change my life then maybe I would looking back, I don't think I could. Chorus The good old days were like yesturday what we had has been thrown away doesn't matter what they say or do I don't care, gonna find my way thru Verse 2 Hiding in shadows all my life as a ghost turning your back on me hurt me the most I was always there when you needed a friend would it be different if I had money to spend Pre chorus my head is messed up, my heart is bleeding my brain is fried and my body is grieving cant take anymore, I just wanna die end all this suffering, corruption and lies Pre Chorus Verse (Plucked) Chorus (Plucked)