I try to stop all these gay thoughts and feelings
I don't know where they come from
Oh all of these gay thoughts I've had trouble concealing
Since I was fairly young
I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you
But they don't mind
I hardly believe me I always deceive me
Time after time
Part of it's nature the other part seems darker
Don't know what to blame it on
Try to control my behavior but this is so much harder
When I'm far away from home
I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you
But they don't mind
I hardly believe me I always deceive me
Time after time
Gay thoughts again, they fill with every drink
Gay thoughts again, consuming everything
Gay thoughts are mine, but they don't feel like me
These thoughts are somebody I don't want to be
I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you
But they don't mind
I hardly believe me I always deceive me
Time after time
Part of it's nature the other part seems darker
Don't know what to blame it on
Try to control my behavior but this is so much harder
When I'm far away from home
I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you
But they don't mind
I hardly believe me I always deceive me
Time after time
I try to stop all these gay thoughts and feelings
I don't know where they come from
Oh all of these gay thoughts I've had trouble concealing
Since I was fairly young
I tell them I love you I don't want to lose you
But they don't mind
I hardly believe me I always deceive me
Time after time