It is now that my life is mine
I?ve got this short time on earth
And my longing has brought me here
All I lacked and all I gaint
And yet it?s the way that I chose
My trust was far beyond words
That has shown me a little bit
Of the heaven I've never found
I want to feel I?m alive
All my living days
I will live as I desire
I want to feel I?m alive
Knowing I was good enough
I have never lost who I was
I have only left it sleeping
Maby I never had a choice
Just the will to stay alive
All I want is to be happy being who I am
To be strong and to be free
To see the day arise from night
I am here and my life is only mine
And the heaven I thought was here
I?ll discover it there somewhere
I want to feel that I've lived my life