I'm afraid that I'm scared of myself
Wish I was someone else
Every time I try to swim it pulls me
Pulls me deeper down
Every time I try to fly it holds me
Holds me to the ground
It tells me I'm a freak, drains me
The monster inside of me, freak
Save me, the enemy is inside of me
Would be easier to fight someone else
Than the war I fight within
It's impossible to hide from yourself
Where do I begin?
Every time I dare to dream it wakes me
Wakes me with a cry
Every time I dare to love it hates me
Hates me 'til it dies
It tells me I'm a freak, drains me
The monster inside of me, freak
Save me, the enemy is inside of me
Screaming, laughing, the voice is inside my head
Freak, silent echo inside my head
Love me, can you even love at all
Show me, show me what I ought to know
Mirror, mirror mirror on the wall
Tell me, tell me that I'm beautiful
It tells me I'm a freak, drains me
The monster inside of me
Freak, drains me
The monster inside of me
Freak
Save me, the enemy is inside of me
It tells me I'm a freak