Oh, I wish my heart wasn't broken from the start
I never stood a fighting chance
And all my days from my cradle to my grave
I'll never have a father daughter dance
There was always drama, I'm sorry I'm always so anxious and numb
Just sorry I'm fucked up
I really just don't know how to love, how to trust
I tried but, when I talk about him I should probably cry but
he's nothing, he's no one, a stranger
Oh, I wish my heart wasn't broken from the start
I never stood a fighting chance
And all my days from my cradle to my grave
I'll never have a father daughter dance
I'm never alone, but God I'm so lonely
Fuck up my phone, hoping it will help me with my anxiety, but it don't
I don't even know if I wanna have kids
I don't want to fuck them 'em up the way you did
Sometimes I wonder if I had a dad
Would he have protected me from all the bad, shit
The bad, men
Would I even be the same person
Somebody to help with the flat tire
Somebody to walk me down the aisle
Somebody to help with the flat tire
Somebody to walk me down the aisle
The worst part of this is I'm not even sad
How do I miss something I never had
Oh, I wish my heart wasn't broken from the start
I never stood a fighting chance
And all my days from my cradle to my grave
I'll never have a father daughter dance
And everyone has pain up to their eyes
I'm sure that at the time you tried your best
And all of this it's made me who I am
N.C.