When I think of all the friends I've had
You're the one that sticks in my head
But you weren't good
Yeah you were bad
And I'm just trying not to get sad
And holidays are coming
Yes chestnuts, they are roasting
And fires that are burning
And the hearts that are yearning
And this year's been a rough one
Must admit it's been a tough one
So now I've kept it together
I'm at the end of my tether
Ooooooooooooh
verse 2
And I don't know how
But I must stay strong
I'll believe in this
I don't have to belong to anyone
To anyone
Bridge
So I'm still lost
And not quite found
Dominated by doubt?
I'm trying to find
The good in this
So I'm writing a word
I'm grateful for this
And holidays, they are coming
Yes chestnuts, they are roasting
And fires that are burning
And the hearts that are yearning
And this year's been a rough one
Must admit, it's been a tough one
Somehow I've kept it together
But I'm at the end of my tether
Ooooooooooooooh
verse 4
Have I lost?
Now I'm done
I was once what has passed
I'd had changed what I'd feel
Searching for what was real
And it's hard on my own
But I know I have grown
It's a lesson in one's head
Having faith in one's soul