I was bored as fuck
Sitting around and thinking all this morbid stuff
Like if anyone I?ve slept with is dead and I got stuck
On death and dying and obsessive thoughts that won?t let up
It makes me feel like I?m about to throw up
Motivation, it comes and goes. Keepin' expectations low
So when Let I you down I won't feel so bad
Sloppy Steffy back at it again, calling you up at 5 A.M
"Have you been drinking??" Well of course I have
Your sister thinks that I'm a freak
She's been ignoring my calls, we haven't spoken in a week
I get so drunk that I can't speak
Yeah, nothing's working and the future's looking bleak and I say
Chorus
Woooooooo ooooooooh
Three beers and I'm so messed up, get drunk and I can't shut up
Woooooooo ooooooooh
She says that I drink too much, I fucked up and she hates my guts
My sweat-soaked mattress
Corner of the room
Cigarettes and matches
In the fading afternoon
Yesterday I went back to my apartment
To see how you've been holding up
You hadn't been eating, I thought you were sleeping, but
YOU'RE NOT WAKING UP
Now that you're gone
I'll be back on my own
Giving it all up to leave you alone
And if I had my choice
I would die by your love
I know it wasn't enough
One two three - four five six
And I've embraced the calamity
With an attachment and a passive disinterest
Living out the back of my '97 Camry
I still dream about you time and time again
and I been sleeping in somebody elses bed
and as my body aged, the feeling never did