Sometimes I sit and think about my life and what I’m doing here.
It’s a burning question everybody asks who lives in fear.
And I know you’re the one who always puts this question in my head.
And I know you’re the voice who whispers to me, wishing I was dead.
And I need you to get out of here, I can’t go with you anywhere.
And I pray to God that one day you will go and leave me alone.
Cause I got my faith that one day I won’t feel this way,
That someday I’ll stand up and say, that I’m better off without you anyway.
Oh, I've got these Demons in my head,
It’s a constant fight of life or death.
And I just don’t know if anyone else can save me
Oh, and these Demons make me dread,
The thought of each and every day,
And I just don’t know how much longer I can take it.
Running out of things to do, Constantly praying to you,
To help me win this battle, I don’t know if I’ll get through.
The voices in my head they say, to “Keep the dark from yesterday”,
But everyday lights a new way, our choice to go or stay.
So I count my days just praying how and when this all will end.
Then I get this feeling, telling me that I cannot give in.
And I hear a new voice whisper to me, “You can start again”,
And it tells me that “With every brand new day, you can begin.”
“Cause the past is just that, and what’s passed doesn’t last. Let it go, if you don’t than your life’s
Overcast by the wrongs that you’ve made and they don’t seem to fade, so turn your back on
Them and say…”
“Everything is new. Everything is right. Everything I’ll do is to shine this new light.
I’ve been wasting every breath tryna put up with this fight, but today I’ll start a life
Where you’re nowhere in sight.”
Oh, I had these Demons in my head,
It was a constant fight of life or death,
And I just found the one person I know can save me.
Oh, and these Demons made me dread,
The thought of each and everyday,
And I just found the one strength I needed to make it.
Oh, I had these Demons in my head,
It was a constant fight of life or death,
And I just found the one person I know can save me