I would watch you like a boat captain looks over the ocean
Trying his best to guess where the wind will be blowing
I gladly tossed above your waves
I miss the things that kept me straight enough
Now i'm straining my mind to remember the sound of your voice
So i?ll be alone until it feels like a friend
I?ll sing out my groans until they sound like hymns
Why fall in love just to prove i still can
They offered comfort but comfort isn't you
Verse
Buy new clothes and switch your rooms
We all know that's what you're supposed to do
And that's why we do it
Like showing up for sunday church
Body, blood, repeat the words
To hear myself singing about somebody other than you
I?ll be alone until it feels like a friend
I?ll sing out my groans until they sound like hymns
Why fall in love just to prove i still can
They offered comfort but comfort isn't you
Bridge
It?s not what i see it?s not what i lack
Who said i need to hit bottom to change the way i act
It?s not what i see it?s not what i lack
Who said i need to hit bottom to change the way i act
I?ll be alone until it feels like a friend
I?ll sing out my groans until they sound like hymns
Why fall in love just to prove i still can
They offered comfort but comfort isn't you