I still reach for you, in the middle of my dreams each night
But my arms come up empty every time
And lately I talk to your memory more than I should
If I could just forget the past I would
'Cause this missing you ain't doing me no good
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I'm so close to crazy, right on the edge
Just one step away from going insane, but I'm not there yet
If I could just lose my mind, I wouldn't know we're through
But this close to crazy, is far from over you
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Today I caught myself, reliving how it used to be
At a table for two just you and me
But talking to an empty chair and laughing right out loud
Turned everybody's head and left no doubt
I'm a broken woman close to breaking down
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Oh this close to crazy, is far from over you
I still reach for you
In the middle of my dreams each night