It' ' s cold it' ' s supposed
to be In the night got
a hold of me I hurt but
enough of me You glow
glow for all to see
This is what I do
this is who I am
At the park at four
am drinking beer out
of a can wishing I
could understand what
it takes to be a man
I realized I' ' m
a natural second
best and then
whatever is against
me I' ' ll appear as
something less
So hold grab a
hold of me I
know you are in
control of me
It' ' s dark like
it' ' s supposed
to be But you
glow please
just glow for me
This is what I do
this is who I am
Praying for the
strength to try
wiping tears out
of my eyes Watching
chances pass me
by as romance
be hind it dies
I realized I' ' m
a natural second
best and then
whatever is against
me I' ' ll appear as
something less
I've come to grips
with the fact that
I'm depressed and
whatever is in
front of me I'll see
as something less
And the sad thing
is that I've never
been better
And the sad thing
is that I've never
been better
But if you look
at the facts you
know I've never
been better
I realized I' ' m
a natural second
best and then
whatever is against
me I' ' ll appear as
something less
I've come to grips
with the fact that
I'm depressed and
whatever is in
front of me I'll
always see as
something less