I'll start this broken heart
I'll fix it up so
it will work again
Better than before
Then I'll star in a mystery
A tragic tale of all
that's yet to come
Fingers crossed
there will be love
But I get carried
away with every day
And every fantasy
the deeper the wound
the harder i swoon
and wish that that was me
So much to say
But no words to convey
The loneliness building
with each passing day
But I'm getting used to
it you have to get used to it
I'll devise the best disguise
A brand new look and
take them by surprise
They'll never guess
what's not inside
I'll express myself with ease
With confidence and
character complete
With fingers crossed
they'll talk to me
But I get carried
away with every page
In every magazine
The cheaper the thrill
the deeper I fill my
head with blasphemy
So much to say
But no words to convey
The loneliness building
with each passing day
But I'm getting used to it
you have to get used to it
I'll destroy this
useless heart
I'll fuck it up so
it'll never beat again
Not just for me but for anyone
But I get carried away
with every phrase
and made up melody
The longer I hide
behind these lies
The more I disintegrate
So much to say
But no words to convey
The loneliness building
with each passing day
But I never get used to it
E(hold)