wish I was, to dead to cry, my self affliction fades,
stones to throw at my creator, masochist to which I cater
you don't need to bother, I don't need to be,
I'll keep slipping farther but once I hold on,
I won't let go till it bleeds
wish I was, to dead to care, if indeed I cared at all,
never had a voice to protest, so you fed me * * * to digest,
Bridge ?
I wish I had a reason, my flaws are open seasoned,
for this I gave up trying, one good turn deserved my dying
wish I died, instead of lived, a zombie hides my face,
shell forgotten with its memories,
diaries left with cryptic entries and
you don't need to bother, I don't need to be,(i don't need to be)
I'll keep slipping farther, but once I hold on,
I won't let go till it bleeds, you don't need to bother,
I don't need to be, yea, I'll keep slipping farther,
but once I hold on,(once i hold on)
I'll never have doubt my deceit