I’m traveling down
a dead end road
trying to find a place
that I called home
I drink too much
and I get too loud
I get thrown out of every
bar in this damn town
But I don’t want to
leave you here tonight
I know what I’m doing
It just ain’t right
Leaving her wondering
In our bed alone
with our kids and dogs
Just sitting there at home
Living this life it
makes me feel kinda bad
But I just don’t want what I always had
No I just don’t want what I always had
No I just don’t want what I always had
The time has come
for me go back home
When I ain’t looking
She'll be going through my phone
She’ll see all the
pictures I took of us
And those dirty texts
about us making love
I think I know
just what she’ll say
Pack your bags motherfucker
and be on your way
I’ll leave soon and
head for brighter days
No explanation
I’m set on my ways
I think the kids will still call me their dad
But I just don’t want what I always had
No I just don’t want what I always had
No I just don’t want what I always had
I know I’m just
a piece of shit
but I want to be
with you where I fit
I see I don’t deserve
you or your grace
But I’m all in
since I’ve had a taste
This road is gonna
be hard for me
yeah I love you now
baby can’t you see
I cant fight it and I ain’t mad
But I just don’t want what I always had
No I just don’t want what I always had
No I just don’t want what I always had