You lost me
All at once you picked me up
And tossed me
like I was never good enough
Inside me
Beats a heart that never
should have known the scars
it’s sporting
You thrust me
Into a wall of broken bones
You trust me
To never tell the things I know
You must be
a little lost inside your soul
to do the deeds
You’ve done
Tried my best and I still failed at
Run away from life, yeah, said that
I would move on from this crisis
Leave behind my body, lifeless
Yet Here I am my heart still beating
Gave my life a whole new meaning
Left me to pick up my pieces
Now I have a brand new thesis:
I am broken all the way home
I’ve never walked this path alone
On my own and now it’s rainin
Lost my keys I’ll have to break in
To my ribcage locked in violence
No *heartbeat* there’s only silence
Shut my eyes and close the main door
If I wake up is it fate or
Something else, an extra window
Sunlight shines through, since it’s been so
long that I have felt the sun warm
On my face, I’ve been so forlorn
Tried my best and I still failed at
Running away from life, said that
I would move on from this crisis
Leave behind my body, lifeless
Yet Here I am my heart still beating
Gave my life a whole new meaning
Left me to pick up my pieces
Now I have a brand new thesis:
You were never meant to be with
Me. I never meant to commit
To you or to what we had then
You held me inside your hands and
Crushed the little life inside me
Snuffed the oxygen that I need
Begin to bring a future to life
Now the past is filled with that lie
And all Because
And all Because
N.C.
You lost me
All at once you picked me up
And tossed me
like I was never good enough
Inside me
Beats a heart that never
should have known the scars
it’s sporting
You thrust me
Into a wall of broken bones
You trust me
To never tell the things I know
You must be
a little lost inside your soul
to do the deeds
You’ve done