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Introduction: G Em D C
G A Em
I&rsquo m staring at the wall, &lsquo cause the only news is bad news.
I&rsquo m waiting to fall&mdash I&rsquo m the rain cloud in your living room.
D
I keep making lists of shit to tell my therapist&mdash
C
the reasons I wish I didn&rsquo t exist.
G A Em
I&rsquo m sinking fast. I&rsquo m taking everyone down with me.
Alone at last somewhere in South Jersey.
D C
My breath fogs up my glasses. Smoke hangs heavy in the wind.
Em
I&rsquo m reading up on black holes, hoping one might take me in.
G B C
I&rsquo m growing out my hair, &lsquo cause who gives a shit.
G B C
I&rsquo m growing out my hair, &lsquo cause who gives a shit.
D A C
It&rsquo s looking hopeless, and I&rsquo m feeling desperate.
Em D C
I&rsquo m growing out my hair, &lsquo cause who gives a shit.
G A Em
I&rsquo m staring at the dust that&rsquo s gathered on the fake plants.
I&rsquo ve given up I can&rsquo t keep the real thing living.
D C
I watch the bluish glow of my shadow paint the far wall
Em
in the middle of the night, up watching Korean Baseball.
D
It&rsquo s low tide
C
at serotonin bay,
D
and for the first time,
C
I&rsquo m not sure that everything&rsquo ll be ok.
G B C
I&rsquo m growing out my hair, &lsquo cause who gives a shit.
G B C
I&rsquo m growing out my hair, &lsquo cause who gives a shit.
D A C
It&rsquo s looking hopeless, and I&rsquo m feeling desperate.
Em D C D#
I&rsquo m growing out my hair, &lsquo cause who gives a shit.
Em C
I&rsquo m exploding on re-entry,
G
scattered wreckage in the sea.
D
Everything&rsquo s been gray forever&mdash
D# Em
it&rsquo s how it&rsquo s always gonna be.
C
I&rsquo ve never been more sure of something
G
I see it clearly in my dreams.
F#
I know I&rsquo m gonna be the one,
the one who ruins everything.
Em C
I&rsquo m exploding on re-entry,
G
scattered wreckage in the sea.
D
Everything&rsquo s been gray forever&mdash
D# Em
it&rsquo s how it&rsquo s always gonna be.
C
I&rsquo ve never been more sure of something
G
I see it clearly in my dreams.
F#
I know I&rsquo m gonna be the one,
the one who ruins everything.