Key: D
Introduction:
D# Dm D# Dm
Poverty's paradise
D# Dm
I don?t think I could find a way to make it on this earth
N.C.
D#
Why God, why God do I gotta suffer?
D#
Pain in my heart carry burdens full of struggle
D#
Why God, why God do I gotta bleed?
D#
Every stone thrown at you restin' at my feet
D#
Why God, why God do I gotta suffer?
D#
Earth is no more, won't you burn this muh?fucka?
D#
I don?t think I could find a way to make it on this earth
(Reversed)
D#
I beat yo ass, keep talkin' back
Dm
I beat yo ass, who bought you that?
D#(Let
You stole it, I beat yo ass if you say that game is broken
I beat yo ass if you jump on my couch
D#(Let
With tears in your eyes, runnin? from Poo Poo and Prentice
D#(Let
That homework better be finished, I beat yo ass
Your teachers better not be bitchin' 'bout you in class
Dm Cm
Them Jordans better not get dirty when I just bought 'em
D#
Better not hear ?bout you humpin' on Keisha's daughter
D#(Let
Better not hear you got caught up
I beat yo ass, you better not run to your father
D#
I beat yo ass, you know my patience runnin' thin
D#
I got buku payments to make
Dm(Let ring)
D#
I beat yo ass if you tell them social workers he live here
D#(Let
I beat yo ass if I beat yo ass twice and you still here
Seven years old, think you run this house by yourself?
D#(Let
Nigga, you gon' fear me if you don't fear no one else
D#
If I could smoke fear away, I'd roll that mothafucka up
And then I'd take two puffs
D#
I'm high now, I'm high now
D#
I'm high now, I'm high now
N.C.
D#
I don't think I could find a way to make it on this earth
verse 2
Dm
I'll prolly die anonymous
Cm
I'll prolly die with promises
D#(Let
I'll prolly die walkin' back home from the candy house
I'll prolly die because these colors are standin' out
D#
I'll prolly die because I ain't know Demarcus was snitchin'
Dm Cm
I'll prolly die at these house parties, fuckin' with bitches
D#(Let
I'll prolly die from witnesses leavin' me falsed accused
I'll prolly die from thinkin' that me and your hood was cool
D#
Or die from waitin' on it, die 'cause I'm movin' too fast
D#(Let
I'll prolly die tryna buy weed at the apartments
I'll prolly die tryna diffuse two homies arguin'
D#
I'll prolly die 'cause that's what you do when you're 17
Dm Cm
All worries in a hurry, I wish I controlled things
D# Dm
If I could smoke fear away, I'd roll that mothafucka up
D#(Let
And then I'd take two puffs
I've been hungry all my life
D#
I'm high now, I'm high now
D#
I'm high now, I'm high now
D#
Life's a bitch, pull them panties to the side now
Now?
Dm Cm
verse 3
D#(Let
When I was 27, I grew accustomed to more fear
Accumulated 10 times over throughout the years
Dm
How many accolades do I need to block denial?
D#(Let
The shock value of my success put bolts in me
All this money, is God playin' a joke on me?
Dm Cm
Take it from me and leave me worse than I was before?
D#(Let
At 27, my biggest fear was losin' it all
Scared to spend money, had me sleepin' from hall to hall
D#
Scared to go back to Section 8 with my mama stressin'
D#
30 shows a month and I still won't buy me no Lexus
D#(Let
What is an advisor? Somebody that's holdin' my checks
Just to fuck me over and put my finances in debt?
Dm Cm
How did the Bad Girl feel when she looked at them numbers?
D#(Let
The type of shit'll make me flip out and just kill somethin'
Drill somethin', get ill and fill ratchets with a lil' somethin'
Dm Cm
At 27 years old, my biggest fear was bein' judged
D#(Let
How they look at me reflect on myself, my family, my city
What they say 'bout me reveal
D#(Let
What they see from me
Would trickle down generations in time
Dm
What they hear from me
Cm
Would make 'em highlight my simplest lines
verse 4
D#
I'm talkin' fear, fear of losin' creativity
D#
I'm talkin' fear, fear of missin' out on you and me
D#
I'm talkin' fear, fear of losin' loyalty from pride
D#
'Cause my DNA won't let me involve in the light of God
D#
I'm talkin' fear, fear that my humbleness is gone
D#
I'm talkin' fear, fear that love ain't livin' here no more
D#
I'm talkin' fear, fear that it's wickedness or weakness
Dm Cm
Fear, whatever it is, both is distinctive
D#(Let
Fear, what happens on Earth stays on Earth
And I can't take these feelings with me
Dm
Searchin' for resolutions until somebody get back
D#(Let
Fear, what happens on Earth stays on Earth
And I can't take these feelings with me
D#(Let
Within fourteen tracks, carried out over wax
Wonderin' if I'm livin' through fear or livin' through rap
D#
Goddamn you
D#
Goddamn me
D#
Goddamn us
D#
Goddamn we
D#
Goddamn us all
Outro: Carl Duckworth