Key: G
Introduction:
D
Why do I always take the blame?
Why am I in his bedroom?
G
I don&rsquo t even know his full name
It's not usually like me to
D
Put myself out on the line
Cause they always want to &ldquo try me&rdquo
G
They never wish that they were mine
I really wanna wear that white dress
Bm
And walk down the aisle
G
But they said stay here for awhile
A
They fuck me like they hate me
D
Like I&rsquo m not someone&rsquo s daughter
And when they&rsquo re done they hold me
D
Like I'm a loving partner
And in the dark I try to
D
Convince myself I want it
Then I get that reminder
D
I&rsquo m kinda claustrophobic
I&rsquo m kinda claustrophobic
G
I fear I'm not a person
D
I miss my body before the pain
No matter how hard you try to hurt me
G
I'll still be sweet like sugar cane
And I don&rsquo t know why I'm sorry
D
Probably the neglect and deprivation
My momma always told me
G
I put myself in those situations
I really want to wake up next to someone
Bm
Who makes me smile
G
But I'm not worthwhile
A
They just fuck me like they hate me
D
Cause I'm just someones daughter
Wish they would never leave me
D
But I am not their partner
And in the dark I try to
D
Convince myself I want it
Then I get that reminder
D
I&rsquo m kinda claustrophobic
What if this isn't what I think it is?
D Bm
I wish I would wake up
G
It's so hard to feel loved in my skin
D Bm
Thought I was good but I never was
G
Don&rsquo t fuck me like you hate me
D
I am a human being
D
No ones ever held me
D
And when they did I couldn't feel it
D
And in the dark I try to
D
Tell myself that I'm still dreaming
Please tell me you don&rsquo t hate me
D
I'm trusting this completely
I just wanna get closer
G
I don&rsquo t need you to save me
I try to see the future
D
But I don&rsquo t think it sees me
Don&rsquo t wanna think about it
G
I think that I&rsquo m still healing