Who am I trying to fool as the night falls upon me?
and who am I trying to be when this leads to nothing?
I need some medication
I need your medication
These choices I've been making
They make me hate myself
Are you there?
How I long to be with you
Are you there,
listening to my despair?
Standing right at the shore
Knowing life is so much more
I said what she wanted to hear
pretending that my mind was clear,
it's a lie
How you wept, how you tried but I never make the time
Here I go once again, will this ever end?
I need some medication
I need your medication
These choices I've been making
They make me hate myself
Don't make the call
Into the room
is where I fall
Standing right at the shore
Knowing life is so much more
I said what she wanted to hear
pretending that my mind was clear
Lying, trying to stop this time, I'll stop this time
One step backward, I'm chasing after
A voice inside, a voice inside
That knows
That knows.