wake yourself up
i’d listen back for hours
Disintegration by The Cure
Lullaby, Homesick, Last song
soundtrack to my time on tour quit my job took a flight
call my girl, start a fight did my best eddie vedder
then i buckle under pressure
members come and members go
town to town is all i know
Austin, Houston, El Paso
Adderal an espresso but how do you sleep at night?
try as hard as i might did my best evan dando
N.C.
throw your life away pick it up on some other day
i can’t i can't hear you
throw your life away pick it up on some other day
i can’t i can't hear you
i can’t hear you
wake yourself up
it’s not what i intended
no holidays or wedding vows
cousins turned to teenagers
send me back if you know how skim through all that they write
“he didn’t have it tonight” please them all you could never
N.C.
throw your life away pick it up on some other day
i can’t i can't hear you
throw your life away pick it up on some other day
i can’t i can't hear you
i can’t hear you
it’s not so glamorous, see your life through a camera lens
add it up, anyone impressed add it up till i'm laid to rest
it’s not so glamorous see your life through a camera lens
add it up, all the years of stress always told i was second best
i had to learn i had to learn
i had to learn i had to learn
and after all of these years my blessing was actually a curse
and what is success other than a compassion me vs me vs all of y’all